today is my 21st. birthday. :3 happy birthday to me.

the vet put her down this morning. my mom took her to see if it was time or not and they told her what was wrong with chelsea. they said she had glacoma(sp) and that is why her eyes were swelling and red and that she had lost the feeling in her legs, like the nerves or something and her spine and all that was deteriorating(sp). it may have had something to do with her brain since she was senial(sp). it hurt her to stand and do much of anything. she would never show us she was hurting, but she would try not to move, and that would be why. the vet said that she could have come home and gone on living like that for years, but they decided to put her down. vet told mom that he would say it's best. they could have given her medicine, but he said it wouldn't help her because she's so old. but she's not hurting anymore.

we had her for about 17 years almost. she was mine and my sister's first dog. got her as a christmas present when she was a puppy and she had a red ribbon tied up in a bow around her neck. she would run around as fast as she could in our little apartment and taught herself to play fetch. but she love to play tug-of-war, especially with our jackets. we're all going to miss her. i hope she had a good life.

Chelsea
1994-2009
R.I.P.

whew, just hit the big 10,000 pageview mark. thanks everybody.

and as for some random news, i almost got in a severe car wreck because of a what appeared to be a drunk driver on my way home from work tonight. i managed to avoid it, barely, because i saw it coming. i saw he wasn't stopping when he was coming up on his red light. my light was still green and so, i slowed down more. good thing i did. he turned rather fast and flew out in front of me, in my lane, and i swerved and missed him and i managed to still hold complete control over the car so i didn't end up careening off my road into on-coming traffic. people, seriously, don't drink and drive.

okay, since it looks like i can't get back to my journal with the results from the last one a while back, i will ask again:

"Do you want knux(aka, Knuckles) to come in like cybil in the movie, or in the game for my silent hill/sonic crossover comic?"

-To every guy that said, "Sex can wait"

-To every guy that said, "You're beautiful"

-To every guy that was never too busy to drive across town to see her

-To every guy that gives her flowers and a card when she is sick or down.

-To every guy who has given her flowers just because that's how he rolls

-To every guy that said he would die for her.

-To every guy that really would.

-To every guy that did what she wanted to die for

-To every guy that cried in front of her...

-To every guy that she cried in front of...

-To every guy that holds hands with her.

-To every guy that kisses her with meaning..

-To every guy that hugs her when she's sad.

-To every guy that hugs her for no reason at all.

-To every guy who would give their jacket up for her.

-To every guy that calls to make sure she got home safe.

-To every guy that would sit and wait for her for hours just to see her for ten minutes

-To every guy that would give his seat up...

-To every guy that just wants to cuddle.

-To every guy that reassured her that she was beautiful no matter what.

-To every guy who told his secrets to her.

-To every guy that showed how much he cared through every word and every breath.

-To every guy that thought maybe this could be the one.

-To every guy that believed in her dreams.

-To every guy that would have done anything so she could achieve them

-To every guy that never laughed at her when she told him her dreams.

-To every guy that walked her to her car and opened the door

-To every guy that gave his heart.

-To every guy who prays that she is happy even if you are not with her.

Not many girls appreciate nice guys anymore...
And because of this, there are not many left out there...

I guarantee 90% of the men on your page will not repost this because they care more about their image

If you are a nice guy repost this with: "Nice guys STILL finish last "

If you are a girl that thinks every guy should treat a girl this way
repost this with: "To Every Guy"